in a few minutes, my haberdei is over...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAMZ! yeah!

hay. wala lang. may mahalaga akong realization today...

don't ever ever ever... sleep on your birthday... especially don't do that for more than 2 hours! not good! bad bad bad!

hay. wala lang. this is such an EMO birthday... i wanna say i hate it, but i don't wanna hate it. duh! it's still my birthday! and besides, it's my choice/fault why it has not been a fun birthday... i chose to spend it at home... alone... watching boy abunda and kris aquino chitchat on TV, watching willie revillame cry his heart out and bash joey de leon whom he says kept on bashing him, eating oatmeal cookies, oatmeal bars and piatos, washing clothes and waiting for text messages, emails, tags, and friendster and multiply messages from people who would remember...

i really don't know what i was thinking when i thought i'd enjoy my birthday doing stuff like those! well, what's there to do ba? can't go out coz i have a bullshit paper to pass tomorrow (i'm just starting now, by the way!)... if i did go out, i'd be feeling guilty the entire day for not staying at home and not doing it... can't go out coz i got no money to treat people... haha! well, probably at the bottom of my reasons, but still! can't go out because only a few of my blockmates are in school and most would probably not bother hanging out because of the bullshit paper...

oh well... it'll soon be over. pwede naman palang magbertde nang ganito eh! why bother! hmmm... i am seriously considering spending my every birthday this way! hahaha!

hay. ang tagal ko nag di na-eemo mode.... at talagang dapat ngayong bertdei ko pa nu? haha! oh wel... hindi rin masyado eh... namis ko lang bigla mga tao... napaisip ng mga bagay-bagay... nagmaktol sa tatay kahit wala naman talagang dahilan, gusto mang-away ng kapitbahay... hahaha! saka syempre, nag-antay kasi ako ng mga pagbati, at as expected, maraming di nakaalala... oh well... expected nga diba! hahaha...

haha! bente na 'ko for god's sake! be happy for heaven's sake! =P